The Tragedy of the Lost Light Warrior

There's a prominent theme that has recently been dominating many of my sessions and unfortunately also a part of my personal life. The theme has to do with the masculine, and even though a few women asked me to write about it I have been quite hesitant to do so.

I've said for a long time that men don't need women to tell them what to do.

I always stood up for men and defended them when other women would tell me of their pain, hardship and disappointment with men in their life. I would tell women to trust men and their innate sense of clarity and contended that men don't need women to help them find their purpose in life. That men have pretty good antennas as well and that they instinctively know how to put them to use. Based on my recent experiences, I'm not so sure about any of this anymore.

What I've been witnessing in recent months is women getting abandoned by the men they thought were standing by them. Be it husband, life partner or even business partner … wherever I look, I see men withdrawing their support of women regardless of the nature, length or intensity of the relationship that once connected them. And as I gather an ever growing group of Priestesses around me to prepare for the upcoming times, I see many of these women stand on their own without the moral, emotional or even material support of their spouses.

A common theme is that the man, who was once a fearless rebel who questioned everything and everyone, has now mutated into a dull sheep who remains deeply hooked into the matrix and the illusory nature of this holographic theatre we are in. While the woman by his side is preparing to fulfil her life purpose, her man refuses to wake up from his mindless slumber to join her on the front line.

Even worse is when, on top of refusing to wake up, the man actively engages in the discrimination against those who question what is happening and remain steadfast in not wanting to receive the shit shots, and degrade their partner in front of others or, even worse, pressure her into running with the mob and succumbing to the narrative driven by evil forces on and off this planet.

I've heard of men resorting to measures to lay pressure onto their women that made my hair stand up on my neck. Very often, these men have opted for the shit shots despite their fully awake women begging them not to, and the toxic cocktail affecting their bodies and minds are not helping with clear thinking. In fact, they might have lost all chance for a full awakening from their unconscious misery. But, alas, it is what they chose to experience, so neither their partners nor anybody else has the right to interfere.

The women know, of course. They surrender to the situation and do their best to walk the fine line between not stirring the waters too much but still focusing on the work ahead of them. Brave souls indeed.

And then there are the ones that, personally, I find the most tragic group. These are the men, who are awake. At least awake enough to know what's happening here and what role women play in the healing of the planet and the building of the New Earth. They know, but still they choose not to lend their support. Some are even highly spiritual and powerful lightworkers themselves, yet they neither apply their spiritual knowledge nor their power to help the women in question. Why? Because they are afraid.

Granted, they are scared for various reasons. Some deal with the very same past life traumata us women have been working through for years in order to be able to do our work here. These men, too, had incarnations in Atlantis and Lemuria, misused and abused their powers or fell victim to betrayal in many different forms, but unlike the women, who have been working hard to release all of these old karmic energies that could possibly block us from succeeding, these men choose to ignore their past and their fears. In fact, they are rather prone to projecting them back onto the women in question as these naturally trigger the corresponding issues in the men. 

I've seen and heard of men, who sit still and watch their women and children get attacked by dark entities, instead of putting their foot down and using their masculine authority to set boundaries. They much rather leave it to the woman to handle such situations, because their unresolved past trauma make them too uncomfortable to apply their masculine powers.

Tail between their legs, many men stand by and do very little and leave it to the women to do the work only to later project their sense of inadequacy, which will undoubtedly arise as a result, back onto the women. There are also the ones whose big fat egos don't allow them to be in the supportive role to a woman, even if it is only for a limited amount of time. They cannot handle playing second fiddle for once. Thus, instead of activating their nourishing, protective powers to make the woman by their side feel secure and safe, so she can effectively do her work, they turn their back and take a hike because their male ego cannot stand walking half a step behind a woman even for a moment.

And the woman?

She feels left alone. And mostly she is heartbroken. No woman needs a man who leaves her side when things get really rough. More dramatically even, the Priestess is absolutely gutted when the light warrior she thought she knew by her side withdraws and leaves her out in the battlefield—alone, during the most pivotal moment on this planet, which might easily be the most important time of her and also his incarnation.

Unfortunately, the women I gather around me know this situation all too well. Powerful Priestesses they are, they take deep breaths and gather up again to focus on the task at hand, knowing that there is something much bigger, much more important and decisive to pay attention to than to worry about their men's insecurities. Women are no strangers to these scenarios. They have experienced similar dynamics in the past, and they know that what's at stake is far greater and more pertinent than the 3D drama their men expose them to. So, they buckle up, take a deep breath and prepare for the grand finale in this monster ascension spectacle they know they have signed up for and have been trained for thousands of years.

For the light warrior to leave the side of the Priestess he has once chosen as his woman, to leave her in the battlefield all by herself in the most dangerous situation she will ever have to face, despite having given a promise of some kind on some level, conscious or unconsciously… that is between him and God.

Many months ago, I was told by King Arthur that he is ready to descend into any male who is willing to receive him. He is prepared to give teeny sparks of his Divine Masculine energy to any man who wants to incarnate his full masculine power and embody the energy of the lion king in order to bring strength, protection and nourishing to whoever is in need of it.

I have yet to meet the first man, who was open to receiving the Arthurian consciousness.

Yet, I'm the first one to concede if someone out there wants to prove me wrong. However, I wouldn't be the woman I am if I wasn't trying to look deeper into the matter. So, the question remains, "What prevents men from stepping into their true power in the most crucial time on this planet?"

... to be continued

 

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